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For anyone asking: Who am I when the game ends and the cheering stops? 

Break on Through is a memoir about identity, burnout, reinvention, and finding your way back through play, purpose, curiosity, and human connection.

who is this for

This book is for you if...

  • you built your identity around performance
  • you feel stuck between chapters
  • you've outgrown the version of yourself that once made sense
  • you're craving a life that feels more honest, alive, and aligned
  • you want more than achievement autopilot

about the book

Break on Through begins on the soccer field, but it doesn't stay there.

It's the story of what happens when the thing that once defined you no longer fits. Through competition, burnout, travel, teaching, reflection, play, and purpose, Bryan traces the long road back to himself - and offers readers a reminder that they are not broken. They are becoming.

meet bryan

Bryan VanDoorninck is an educator, soccer coach, and experiential learning advocate who believes in the power of play, story telling, and personal transformation. His career has spanned continents - from coaching in Colorado to teaching in Israel, earning his MBA in England, and building a soccer-themed entertainment company centered on joy, movement, and human connection.

start here

If you've ever felt stuck, numb, or unsure where your life is heading next, start with the free chapter. Or if you are ready: buy the book.

more ways to connect

Book Bryan to Speak

Talks on identity after sports, burnout, belonging, play, and reinvention

For Clubs, Schools, and Teams

Group book packages and discussion based experiences

Media / Podcast Inquiries

Invite Bryan for interviews and conversations on becoming, purpose, coaching, and personal growth

What readers are saying

Dr. Mara Levin
Counselor & Author of The Still Point

“Raw, wise, and wonderfully self-aware. Bryan VanDoorninck writes with the vulnerability of someone who’s lived through the questions most of us are too afraid to ask. A must-read for anyone who’s ever outgrown a dream and dared to imagine something more.”

Coach Eli Navarro
Former College Coach & Speaker on Athletic Identity

“This book is for the misfits who once lived for the game, then had to figure out who they were without it. Equal parts memoir and manifesto, Break on Through offers not just a story—but a way forward.”

Renee Marshall
Founder, The Play Project

“I laughed, cried, underlined entire pages, and called a friend halfway through to read them a paragraph. Break on Through is a deeply human reminder that we’re all still becoming—and that play is not just for kids, but for anyone who wants to feel alive again.”

Jonah Fields
Program Director, Global Youth Alliance

“Whether you’re an athlete, a teacher, a traveler, or a seeker of meaning, this memoir will find you where you are—and gently push you forward. Bryan has written a modern hero’s journey for the rest of us.”

Talia Rhodes
Educator & Author of The Art of Becoming

“This is what happens when a soccer player becomes a poet. Bryan’s voice is honest, soulful, and quietly electric. His journey is both intensely personal and universally relatable. If you’ve ever asked, ‘What now?’—this book has something to say to you.”

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